I think I have finally kept it. I opened my heart, I tore down the walls, I’ve resigned myself to be a protector! What more do you want?” I asked angrily.Shaking her head sorrowfully, she said, “Paul, you haven’t kept the promise. You’ve come a long way as I said earlier. Yes, you opened your heart to love and compassion again. Yes, you’ve torn down much of the wall you built to keep people away from you. Yes, you are working on not letting being a protector destroy you through self-doubt. You’ve got a little further to go in that regard and you’re making progress with Anna’s help. But Paul, you haven’t done a thing to keep the last part of the promise.”“I don’t understand Laura. What’s the last part of the promise you keep talking about?”“To trust again, Paul. You haven’t told Anna and her grandparents the truth.”I looked at her with horror. “Laura, you can’t be serious! I already plan on telling them much of it, but I can’t tell them everything, especially the part about being from. ) ‘I don’t know what to do. I can’t find any place in town I can afford by myself. I make just too much to get subsidized housing, and I can’t live in student housing. I’ve been mooching off of you for too long already. Do you have any ideas?’ ‘Darlene, you have not been ‘mooching’ as you call it. Katarina invited you to stay, and we are in no hurry to put you out. Something will open up for you. Just take your time.’ ‘I can’t keep sponging off of you forever, though. It isn’t right. Damn Phil anyway! I don’t know what I ever saw in him.’ ‘I’ll tell you what. Sometimes after semester ends places open up. Give it until then and see what happens.’ ‘Are you sure? I hate to put you out. Can I at least pay you some rent for the time I’m here?’ I shook my head ‘No.’ ‘I don’t need the money. You just make yourself at home. When something opens up, take it. Until then, you are more than welcome.’ Kat just sat there silently all through our conversation, but after dinner as she was clearing.
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